Self Pity – Exposing the Church of the World
Broken leaders are far many today, and I recently told a friend that if you are a leader then expect to be broken and that isn’t always for good reasons. We do have a great comfort from being broken as leaders because whatever has been planned for evil, God will work for His plan and glory. Personally the more broken I have become, the more I have relied on Jesus and the stronger I have become in return. However once broken a state of self-pity does consume a leader, and that self-pity becomes a spirit which spreads like wildfire throughout churches and relationships. Two things happen next, and they are either healing or destruction. Let’s look at both areas below.
Destruction – This is what usually happens, unfortunately, and with self-pity, there seems to be two types of destruction which centre around infecting the leadership an causing them to compromise or the leadership infecting their congregation through their compromises. Self-pity tells you that you are owed something or that everything is always working against you, especially people, and this mindset removes Jesus, His blood and His victory from our lives and eventually gives the devil full reign over our lives. Living as a Christian is already a battle, but when we start adding to our plight with self-pity, we start to lose the battle. What are the fruits of this mindset? Leaders wiping out other leaders from the platform and tearing down of gifting and identities. Such a shame but it’s the truth.
Healing – Healing rarely happens today especially in mainstream circles, and there are many reasons for it. It is easy to focus on physical healing, but emotional healing is just as important because a sound mind is needed to live out the fullness of Christ through our bodies. What healing does is that it allows us to see God clearly for His will, purpose and plan and a lack of it keeps us blind and then we essentially end up leading the blind. If I could sum up Church today, that is precisely what I would say, ‘The blind leading the blind’.
There was a pastor who asked me for help as a consultant for his church and he asked me how he could make his church grow in numbers. I did attend the church, and it was quite a depressive atmosphere. My point being that the Church needs to deal with the spirits housed within its system before they can expect anything else from God. The Church is constantly under attack, but the problems are deepened by their own failings. It’s time to get back into a place of obedience and abandon current and past traditions.
How did God see His Church and how does He see it now? Ask Him the question. Church isn’t about me and you, it is about Jesus and His coming.
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